lt's been four days since my bird escaped and although we we came close several times on capturing him, I failed to hear his cry yesterday or this morning as I drove back to school. I've left the birdcage out in the open if by some miracle he'll see it and land. But I have given up hope of getting my bird back.
Please, stop saying "I'm sorry"
Although it shows your sympathy, saying those words ultimately does nothing to help me or my bird and I have become very bitter over the words. Not towards you here on DA, but more or less my friends and family here. They have been saying I'm sorry since the incident happened, yet none of them bothered to lift a finger after the first day. It was only me walking up and down out hill listening for him, searching for him.
I want to get another bird, but don't want to at the same time. Harley was my bird. I don't want another bird I want the bird I have had for 8 almost 9 years. But that will most likely not happen.
Mother has been pissed off and annoyed because I've been depressed. "What is wrong with you, acting all depressed. Maybe you need to go see a doctor. You've been depressed all the time it seems like."
Oh no duh, it's not like I just lost my bird or the fact that you have to complain about everything I do. No those aren't the reasons why I'm depressed, no.
I took my fish. The ones mom insisted on staying home with her cause she liked them. Yet she forgets to feed them and the tank was half empty when I got home friday along with the filter being unplugged. I lost my dog last year, I've lost my bird this year, I'm not going to lose my fish either....
There's a dog on campus. He looks to be about 8-10 weeks old. He's small but friendly. I want to name him Benny. He's been roaming on campus for two weeks and no one has done anything about it. I'm tempted to take him home...I think mom would let me keep him since she refuses to buy me another bird ($136) but goes out and buys my stepdad a grill ($1200-2000)
Have to go to my class now. I don't want to go. I don't want to be around people. I just want to stay in my room, sleep, watch my fish, do homework. l don't want to hear the voices of people with their own problems and happiness. I haven't slept much and spent all weekend running through the woods and walking up hills. I wish it was 2 already.
I'll be on later to wrap up the Pocket-Felines Rp, and perhaps post some art. Idk.